rain rain rain. n all it does is rain..nth else better to do. had a JUST NICE day today. except tt it rained non-stop.on my way home, ma called.discussed bout dinner n something that had happened in malaysia.grandma's sister's son was shot n murdered. just the word murdered makes me feel so uneasy.though i have NV met him b4, the feeling the emotions..just cant be avoided.the first time in my ENTIRE life (though it's onli of 17 years) i've come across such..news. it was shocking. a gun, being triggered, killing someone alive.someone who has a wife n kid.someone who's been so caring towards his bed ridden mother who died of cancer a few months ago. n now its him.WHY? why issit tt there are ppl who can be so..COLD BLOODED? the feeling is nv making me feel ani better. sighs.life.its unpredictable.