I dont know..
I'm losing grip again..
AND I'M IN THIS ALL ALONE.
in a world where no one can help
except for someone...

someone like
me myself and i.
yet if this is the 1st the 2nd, or even the 3rd time its happening,
I may be able to pick myself up.
but it's been umpteen times since it happened.


so afraid
so tired
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