MANY TIMES. i wake up in the middle of the night and i cant get back to slp. MANY TIMES. when i cant get back to slp, i'll start thinking about my loved ones leaving me (forever) MANY TIMES. i cried when i think about such stuffs. those thoughts are scary.very. AND i love my parents. i love my sis. and i think by saying LOVE is nt a word strong enough to describe how i feel towards them. ITS SIMPLY a CANT-LIVE-WITHOUT-THEM thing. dear god..please dont take them away from me..please...