Saturday, November 11, 2006
6:10 PM
andithoughthataftermeetingyou,everythingwillbejustasfine.
butiwasutterlywrong.):ijustcantseemstocontrolmyfeelings.
IDONNOWATI'MTHINKINGEITHER.ithoughtmyfeelingsforyouwillnot
fadeawayliketheothertimeagain.ITHOUGHT.yetsomehowthatdevilinme
keepstellingmebouthowfunandcarefreeit'dbeifi'dstopithere.itstimelikethat
AGAIN.thatikeepaskingmyselfwhy?whydidisayyesinthefirstplace?whymustiallowmyselftobehurtingyouagain?thissucksok.i'msorry.these2wordsikeptrepeating.butidonnowatelseicando.
ok.i'mfeelingguilty.i'mupsetwithmyself.i'mdisappointedwithmyself.
i'mconfusedmyself.GOD.canyougivemeananstowatishoulddonowplease? ):