Saturday, January 20, 2007
10:11 PM
LAST DAY OF OPEN HSE.helped out at school of BA 11am - 5pm.its fun cos there's the friends.PLUS, the cocktail and the mamee just keeps me super hyper! :Dyums.and now i've got lemonly legs.------------------
pray..that my friend will be fine. that my friend will recover. that the pain will go away.------------------
u asked..how are u? still the same.u asked..are u feeling better? yes i am.u said..sorry u didnt mean to hurt me. no dont put it that way. cos i should be the one saying so. the door to that heart of mine has long been locked. and the key,been thrown far away. i dont allow myself to unlock that door..cos there's jus this fear u wont understand..neither will i. unless someone exceptionally, is able to find back that very key, and i, allow him thru my door, my heart will remain unchanged. so dont try to change my mind. cos the more u do, the more i'll want to run away..from u..