brain no. 1.there r the cants n nos in my head
continuously appearing n swimming around me.
this isnt gg to stop till the whole damn thing ends.
the way my mood my feelings fluctuates can destroy me enough.
no longer.icant.no more of those energy.stop!


brain no.2. but i've gt the lil sock, ear to rant to,
things i like to do still,
n friends who r also struggling to hang on.
i should nt giv up.
always i'll say we hav the sunshine waiting for us.
i hav mine too.
hang in there!

but it all goes back to brain no.1.

then to 2.
n back to 1.
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brainded.
smile smile smile