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Saturday, December 29, 2007
1:33 AM
a day filled with hockey,& hockey.
woke up @ 5.30am, met the ruz-zie n headed for redhill.
its the crescent club carnival, one team; 10 of us.
ja,maz,aneesa,charlene,azian,elle,zie,ruz,sam,me.
great day with 2/3 great games and 1 how-we-wish-we-can-sack-him umpire.
was as proud of them as usual (:
it ended ard 1..bathed & went MS with zie.
shopped a little before BREEKS, then its back to skool..
woke up @ 5.30am, met the ruz-zie n headed for redhill.
its the crescent club carnival, one team; 10 of us.
ja,maz,aneesa,charlene,azian,elle,zie,ruz,sam,me.
great day with 2/3 great games and 1 how-we-wish-we-can-sack-him umpire.
was as proud of them as usual (:
it ended ard 1..bathed & went MS with zie.
shopped a little before BREEKS, then its back to skool..
(thanks to izzat;the camera man)
it was the AGM, a wonderful night. & this group of us came.izzat & desmond too!
there's the passing down of committee, giving out of medals,birthday surprise,NP HOCKEY'S VERY OWN BAND PERFORMANCE, speeches, short video, hugs &
was totally enjoyable & fun (:
really appreciate all that they've done for this very day.
after that was the usual walk to Al AMEEN! (:
it feels a little different. sad difference..when u noe it's gonna be the last.
(if only dear kat was there..)here's where the emotions really set in.
where saying goodbye's the most difficult..
especially to those who were there since the very 1st day,
those whom u worked with, so much.all together just for the club the team,
those whom u had so much fun & laughters with, in & out of the pitch,
those who never fails to make ur day everytime u're with them,
those u've grown so attached with.
as i typed..each & every moment we spent together,all faces of these ppl came flashing through my mind..
those i'll miss. so so so so much.
its the most difficult when u noe things will nv be the same.
its a period of time where the my heart aches most as i think.
(as i think of this being my last semester..of the MANY THINGS i love that has turned nth more but memories..)
have i ever mentioned..
i dislike year ends & count downs.
REALLY DISLIKE.
i'm a really gullible girl.
& i think its this gullibility that often puts me in such situations,
where i'm the one thats harder to let go of anything,
where i think so much of the unnecessaries
no not that, but something else.
u read me?
-am feeling all bitter & sour ):
& its not stopping.