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Wednesday, January 02, 2008
9:39 PM
u had my attention. i'm unaware of, nt to even mention u.
this is a mistaken situation - my mistake.
this is a mistaken situation - my mistake.
how long has it been since i last smiled to you?
how long has it been since i last had the least bit of encouragement from you?
how long has it been since you last discussed something with me?
not telling but listening,not insisting but accepting?
and how much do you exactly know about me
to tell me what i should be doing thats best for you myself?
i'm not smarter than she is.
this i know,
right from the start.
so save the effort; you dont have to say it straight to my face.
time and again i hoped,
hoping you'll say "yes you have my support",
time and again you dashed those hopes.
time and again you 3 make me feel so inferior, so invisible..
so in case you didnt notice,
thanks for those disappointments.
i dont dare anymore.
you may carry on.
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rants aside,
today's the start of another semester,
one that's shorter than my little finger.
met up with them at wen's place
where we laughed our hearts/stomachs/intestines all out while playing with her new macbook.
we finished up some projs too. (some)
and so, we're meeting again tomorrow.
and the day after tomorrow.
and almost every other days.
(: yayness.